Disclaimer: I am in no way being a racist here, i still love the indian community in my country.

BUT, that's another thing for Banglahs. Yes, Banglahs spelt with a big 'B'. I am terribly disturbed whenever i'm within the presence of a group of Banglahs or even a Banglah, because each experience is always unforgettable and unpleasant. And i'm not trying generalizing here, because it's the truth.

My daily trips to work and back home are always damn exciting irritating. My fastest way to get to Sembawang Camp is by Bus 169 and i can frankly tell you.. i hate my daily bus journeys on 169. Why? Firstly, the bus comes at the most irregular time intervals you can ever find on the surface of the earth for any bus schedules. I can wait 30 minutes for a bus, only to have 4 same buses trailing behind one another on the same lane and road. And i thought my experience with 811 was horrendous and disastrous already. Yes i thought, until i experienced 169 on my own. T_T

Secondly, since the wait for the bus is so long, the bus is forever packed whenever it reaches my bus-stop. Okay, perfectly fine with that. BUT WHY? TELL ME WHY? WHY DOES 169 NEED TO FOLLOW THE ROUTE OF THE INDUSTRIAL AREA IN SEMBAWANG, WHERE MOST OF THE BANGLAHS WORK? Do you know how frustrating it is to be on the same bus with many Banglahs? If you think i'm trying to be a racist here.. NO I'M NOT!! I'm just stating a cold hard truth here, that Banglahs are very uncivilise!!! Have you boarded the same MRT or buses with Banglahs before?? They chiong for the MRT/buses like they're not going to get on it like that. (Okay true, because i don't chiong and i don't get on the bus most of the time) BUT NO, THAT'S NOT MY POINT. My point is... DAMN YOU BANGLAHS!! WE'RE NOT IN FUCKING INDIA OR SRI LANKA!!!

DEAR BANGLAHS,

Please do read my kind words of advice:

#1 You don't get a prize for getting onto the bus FIRST.

#2 You won't DIE even if you don't get onto the bus.

#3 Stop SQUEEZING your way to the back of the bus because if there's still space, people would have moved in already.

#4 I will SLAP anyone of you who dares to squeeze/push a lady. And this applies to those old pehpehs as well who does this ever so frequently.

#5 And the most ridiculous one of all, WHY ARE YOU FOREVER TRYING TO LOOK FOR A SEAT ON A CROWDED BUS? ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT? IT'S A CROWDED BUS. PEOPLE WHO CAN FIND A SEAT WOULD HAVE SAT DOWN IMMEDIATELY TO PREVENT THEMSELVES FROM BEING SQUEEZED ON THE BUS BY BANGLAHS LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!

MY RANTING IS NOT OVER YET. RAWRRRRR.
The audacity of Banglahs you see! I experienced more queer acts/ways by them on 169 today which triggered my emotions to dedicate this post to them. How dare you, anonymous Banglah #1 on my bus today! How dare you steal my hand support when i'm holding on to it. THE LOOP IS SO FUCKING SMALL AND YOU EXPECT THE LOOP TO BE FUCKED BY 2 HANDS IS IT? And you made me so embarrassed when everyone stared at you in shocked when you stole my hand support!! I had to mouth nevermind to everyone who looked at our direction and fake a smile. But in my head, my reactions were actually like Ris Low like that.. KNNBCCB.. HOW DARE YOU STEAL MY HAND SUPPORT?? NEVER DIE BEFORE IS IT??

AND TO YOU!! ANONYMOUS BANGLAH #2!! You don't BANG on the bus window furiously just because you can't GET ONTO THE BUS. And the worst thing of all is.. HOW DARE YOU BANG ON THE WINDOW EXACTLY BEHIND ME. ARE YOU BRAINLESS OR WHAT? THE BUS IS MOVING AWAY FROM THE BUS STOP ALREADY AND YOU STILL DARE TO CHASE THE BUS AND BANG ON THE WINDOW LIKE A MAD MAN. AND YOU MADE ME SO EMBARRASSED AGAIN WHEN EVERYONE LOOKED IN MY DIRECTION AGAIN. GRRRR.

I totalleh smell like a Banglah when i got down from the bus because all around me were BANGLAHS on the bus! I know this may sound a little racist (as if this whole post isn't), but being squeezed by chinese on the bus is totally a different thing. 99.9% of the time, the Banglahs carry an onion/curry/sweaty smell with them and imagine when they kept squeezing on the bus, sometimes their bodies will brush again you or they might touch you here and there and it's just so gross can?!?!

Joab is ending his post here. I am going to EMPHASIZE on the fact again that i am not being a racist here. One of the top 5 locations i want to travel to in the world includes India because of the rich and beautiful culture within the country (i'm trying to focus on India's good points). But the fact that you Banglahs, are now in OUR HOMELAND, makes me wonder why you are not adapting to OUR CULTURE OF COURTESY AND ETIQUETTES?

Whatever. *rolleyes*

"Why am I different from others?
Why then... do you have to be like others?"

The down side to this commercial is that towards the end when the girl is playing the violin, they have to keep making her hair flutter in the air to remind us that this is afterall.. a Pantene commercial. Dots.

I'm counting down to 30 days where my flu and cough will come back and haunt me again. This flu and cough thingy has been haunting me at least once every month and doesn't this totally sounds as if like i'm having a period? -_-

Saturday was crazy, went shopping at Orchard and brought a new top! Did i mention my slippers broke on friday and i had to limp my way all the way from the bus-stop to Royal Sporting House to get a new pair of shoes? It was freaking embarrassing and at that point of time i really want to get a shovel and dig a hole to bury my face inside. But i love my new shoes anyway! :D

Halloween night at Rebel was crazy. Was at Powerhouse at first, but it was too full and we had to change location. Anyway, can anyone tell me what has Flint Stones, Spiderman, Pikachu and Hamtaro got to do with Halloween? I totally LOL when i saw those stupid costumes man! After we changed location from Powerhouse to Helipad.. we went in and realized that the place is totally.. unhappening. That is when we decided to set off for Rebel. The scene at Clark Quay was crazy man. It's like CNY crowd at Chinatown, just that the crowd consist of loads of people who dressed up bloodily or in a very gross way. At one point we seriously suspected that the demand for Ketchup went up during this week. LOL!

Time flies man! We're nearing december already! :DDD

Nope guys, Ms Susan Leong isn't pregnant. It'll be scary/hilarious/shocking if she is. I'm talking about my secondary school teacher in my previous post. Ms Susan Leong isn't even married, it'll be totally O.O O.O O.O if she's pregnant. And come to think about it, actually quite scandalous and funneh as well. Heeehehee.

Met up with my S1 Branch guys just now for dinner. The 8 of us chomping down countless 小笼包s and steamboat ingredients. And 7 of us managed to squeeze into jon's car to Holland V. Totally epic, even waved to taxi uncle who was in shocked to see so many people in the car that he had to double check to confirm his doubts. Totally lol. And jon's driving skill = superb. His speed is like drifting all the way from point to point.. he should consider being an F1 driver man.

And i just can't get to sleep.. it's one of those sleepless nights again. =/

The very awkward wave at the start, the weird accent, the amazing outfits she chose to put on, the vulgarities.. everything about this girl is just so S-H-I-N-G-Z. She's in her own league, her own world and she hardly gives a damn if you think she's totally BOOMZ. Mediacrap should give her a talkshow now and it'll totally boost their ratings, seriously.

Anyway, this whole week was very tiring and the highlight of the week was when i met MOMO at YCK Stadium on my way to the gym. The first thing she said to me was, "Omg pohchoon, i couldn't recognise you! You look so tall and slim now. Do you know you actually look very good now??"

-_______________________________________-"
#1 - I'm not.
#2 - Thanks. But you sounded like i looked horrendous in the past.
#3 - I can't believe your son is in the national tennis team!! HAHAHAHA. (ask me why on msn, i'm super evil)

And to end this post with a really exciting piece of news -
Ms leong is PREGNANT!! :DDD I'm so happy for her!!

My mind keeps thinking about the cup which i broke and threw away just now. Apparently being the super careless me, I poured Oolong tea into it and placed it into the freezer. The cup cracked after i took it out 3 hours later.. it was my favourite one which i always used at home and when it just cracked, i didn't even give it a "proper burial", such as putting it into the plastic bag and throw away. Instead, I just dumped the whole cup into the rubbish chute and it just crashed all the way down to the first floor and the sound of it keeps whirling in my head now. Something is wrong with me. T_T

And this is just weird, this isn't the first time i carelessly put it into the freezer and it's just like.. finally after numerous torments and torturous days in the freezer compartment, it finally gave up and cracked. Wth. Something like when you keep hiding from yourself, your true colours will still bound to be shown one day to others. You can hide one moment, but you can't hide forever. Just like how you can't hide from your conscious forever too. And this can be put into other daily context as well, such as if you've endured something for a very long time, your emotions will bound to break one day too.

But i believe i'm thinking too much. Yes, i'm thinking too much. Please slap me awake.

Anyway, i ate so much today. Accompanied grandma and mommy to the temple and it was nice to just appreciate the tradition and culture of the place, although it's darn hot and i'll rather be at home sleeping my ass off. Then at night had fish head curry, chilli crab and other side dishes at Sembawang with my family. So i gave a count and realized i ate at least 5 different kind of animals/seafood today. Great. -_-

And i have off tomorrow too! Whoo. Life can't get any better. :DDD

This post is simply titled 'BOOMZ' because i don't know what to put as the post's title and to simply show my love for Ris Low's originality. I also love the new definition given for the word -

" 'Boomz' defies a standard definition and can be used by all and sundry for every circumstance. The genius of Ris Low is that she has created a word that can mean anything to anyone. All the great words that enter our cultural lexicon have this unmistakable 'every-man' appeal."

Ain't it fucking awesome? :DDD

Anyway, i'm enjoying myself alot in camp. Life has been really fulfilling and busy. When you keep yourself busy and have alot of work to do, time simply flies. And nothing adds more to serving the nation with a bunch of sibei irritating people who kept suanning me and abusing me, which is actually quite fun. Geez, i'm not saying i like to be suanned. But i'm just stating the fact that when people even bother to suan you in a light-hearted way, it means people actually still cares about you. You know they don't really mean it and seriously and it makes camp life so much fun! I just hope that liang kai will stop using his arm power strength and freaking grab my hand and twist it whenever he cannot win me in an argument. T_T

But i'm actually very happy today, because it's Mommy's Birthday! (:


Mommy with her cake!


Making a wish~


Cutting the cake!


My darling Mommy! <333


Mommy super shy!


Epic <33333
I hope to be able to spend the next 10, 20, 30, 40, 50 and even 60 years of birthday with Mommy! I'm not that greedy! 60 years means she'll be 100 years old at least and i'll be awesome if she can spend the rest 60 years of her life living with me! :D I <333 Mommy! I don't care if people are going to call me disgusting and say i'm a useless Mommy's boy, i don't give a damn! You can't possibly find another Mommy who'll sacrifice so much for you quietly. Some parents expect their children to pay them back when they grow old, but Mommy's totally cool. She say she doesn't need me to support her and she'll always survive on her own even if i want to disown her. But i won't do that! Why would i be so stupid to do that?! Mommy >>> any other thing in this entire universe and i won't ever exchange Mommy for anything else in this world. Not like that stupid 9pm show where Felicia Chin sold her Olympic for fucking 20k. Like wth, 20k just for such a cute baby? I'll order 10 totally can. Mediacorp series are just so unrealistic and they need to stop being so lame.

Okay, i digressed. But you get me and i'm just going to say again.. I LOVE MOMMY! :):):)

And to complete this post with more love, i love S1 Branch! We went clubbing together with Captain Wang and we had loads of fun! Drank alot that day but i'm glad i didn't get drunk hehehehe. And i think Green Monster is an awesome drink, you all should try it! Super flaming is the sex man, it totally made min jie high like hell after we zhamed it down! :DDD


The gang in action!


The trio~


With CPT Wang, which i'll refer to as Jessica~


On the dancefloor!


We're just high and mad, lol!


More cam-whoring..


Cheeze!


More crazy moments!


Min jie!


:)


:D


I don't know what li jian and min jie are trying to do?


And a last one, i had no idea what's Jessica doing either.. lols!
Tomorrow's LTA Ernest's birthday and we had alot of fun discussing what to do to him. It involves many explicit contents and will only be shared later if he managed to get out of it alive. Hehehe. :)

Off to bed! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
May they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world

Don't you think that the song lyrics simply relate to all of our lives in this world?

The usual cough, flu and sore throat virus has hit me once again. No surprises there. Sighs.

But i was touched by many kind loving gestures. My captain was darn sweet and went out of camp to get panadol flu max for me, then there's yanyan who brought me honey lemon drink when i'm craving for something i can drink but won't hurt my throat. Then mommy cooked porridge and luo han guo drink for me as well. I'm getting better le, hopefully i can fully recover by tomorrow.

Anyway, during these 2 days of MC at home, i actually kept thinking about camp life and felt the urge to go camp and do work. For me to actually think like that, there's only 2 possibilities. One, i've gone cuckoo. Two, i really love my camp.

I think it's more of number 2 bah. So it's true.. when you like doing something, time will pass damn fast. My stay at S1 has only been around 2 months, but these 2 months seemed to just pass by like that so quickly. Whereas my stay at NDU for 4 months seemed to be even longer than 4 months, as i dread looking forward to each day and time seemed to pass so slowly at that point of time.

Anyway, i guess i'll stop blogging. I don't really know what i'm typing le. Very drowsy because of the medicine. Until then, tata!

How do you spell JOAB? You spell it as S-T-U-P-I-D. Why??

After countless complaints and almost 2 weeks of switching on/off my phone so that i can receive my messages. I received a big shock today. I was halfway through sending an email on my OA, when suddenly.. my phone vibrated! I just received an sms from liang kai! I could not believe what had just happened and i just smiled mildly to myself, obviously pleased that my W950i is miraculously working once again.

Then my face turned immediately into this reaction.



I remembered i just cleared my inbox of nearly 2000 messages in the morning.

. . . . . .

SO ALL THIS WHILE MY PHONE WAS ACTUALLY OKAY?! IT'S BECAUSE OF MY LAZINESS TO DELETE MESSAGES IN MY INBOX, THUS MY INBOX IS SUPER FULL AND COULDN'T RECEIVE ANYMORE MESSAGES! Qua Qua Qua...

Another reason why my lappie should die on me -



And of those, 3700 messages are unread mails. -____-
Sigh. How to clear huh? If mass delete i also must delete around 200 pages worth of mails? ZZZ.

I am absolutely boomz right now. My lappie was supposed to be healthy and didn't show signs that it was about to die and go to heaven. But yesterday, after it auto shutdown for no reason and restarted.. the user login screen just wouldn't show and i knew something was wrong. The next thing i knew, i reformatted my lappie on my own today and it's now all good and working with almost 75% of my songs still in-tact.. but all my photos gone already! But heng there's always facebook, thus who really cares if the photos are gone? My IT skills still not bad ah? Anyone wants me to repair their coms?! :D

Sorry digressed because that's not the point! The point is that everytime something suay happens to me, everything will come together lah. The last time Joab's Lappie V1.0 died on me, my phone and house computer died on me at the same time as well! This time round, first it was my W950i, then i realized my card reader died on me.. and finally Joab's Lappie V2.0 decided to pull a tantrum on me and declare death as well. Z.Z

Nevermind, at least now the lappie part is solved. Now i just need to friggin' send my W950i for repair. Absolutely hilarious lah. I think you will never ever find another phone which you need to switch on/off just to receive your messages. What the hell. And i'm also boomz because of someone irresponsible as well, all my plans and needs are in jeopardy and i can't seem to get anything done because of that particular person! =(

But whatever, i'll do a quick update on the events over the past weekend. First naqee, zhiyang, minn and i celebrated huimin's birthday. Will post the photos after naqee's memory card is fixed. See, i even cursed my friend's memory card to die on her lah. ZZZ. Anyway, we had pasta mania and i was darn sad my chocolate banana cake from secret recipe is forever sold out? Can someone please get it for my birthday next year? I had it for birthday this year and i don't mind having it for the rest of my birthdays in future forever. I <3 banana cholate cake from Secret Recipe!

Then on saturday, went to Botanic Gardens and tried to celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival, in the rain. Epic failure can? Why did it have to rain. Why can't it be a cloudy and sunny day but without meatballs? It's damn irritating to expand my territory in the rain, play frisbee in the rain, sit in the rain, eat mooncake in the rain, play daidee in the rain, take pictures in the rain. But i did enjoy myself with the people around me and i hope they liked the nua-ing, relaxing and wasting their life away experience that they will never get to enjoy anywhere else. -_- Anyway, there's no photos as well because my card reader obviously died on me and can't read the memory card. And please remember to always store your snowskin mooncake in the fridge or it will appear like a pile of sludge. And also, never buy passion fruit mooncake from Banglah want to go solo (on purpose, if not they will sue me for smearing their brand) because it's like super gross. There's like seeds in the mooncake? Like, seeds? Friggin' seeds in a mooncake?! Doesn't that sounds gross already!! But anyway, light sticks rocks! It makes you feel very happy just by looking at it. But obviously it doesn't make you feel happy if you're looking at it while serving the nation or in camp. lols lols.

And met up with mingyao, jiaqiang and caichen at Bugis for brunch. Went to Manhattan Fish Market and i take back my words that i don't like fish. I love Manhattan Fish Market, but i still hate to eat fish. Does that makes me an oxymoron?!? :O


Baked fish with garden herbs


Dory fish and chips


Grilled salmon with garlic rice
I ordered spicy fish and chips for myself (new item) and it was darn good. Loved the garlic rice as well! Then after the heavy lunch, we decided to catch a movie at Iluma. Since mingyao suggested to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs and i thought it must be good since it was #1 in the USA, we went on with the plan. Regretful can? I had so much expectations for the movie and thought all animations must be good after i last watched UP. If UP is 5 stars, then cloudy must have been an epic failure. The comedy in the movie was slapstick and although there were times i burst out laughing, but those were probably the only parts which made the movie bearable to sit through. And we watched it in 3D somemore, so much so for a $13 movie. The 3D didn't even make any meatballs explode before my eyes lah!!


What's the difference between creating food with water and flying to a place with just helium balloons? A whole load of difference lah! UP is able to bring its ambiguity to the minimum by carefully narrating out the boy and the old man's character throughout the movie to touch the audience. But in cloudy, we have spaghtti tornadoes, hamburgers/steaks//any other food rain, nacho's fountain and an evil machine which generated superfood like headless talking chickens which will attack you. Lame. It's a very no-brainer kind of movie for small kids and if you just want to waste some time and have a few good laughs, go watch the movie. But don't bother watching it in 3D. For a movie like this, the price for 3D is just simply not worth it.

And finally, some pictures.


They changed their ticket to cardboard like material finally. But the feeling of Iluma still abit guai guai de, abit like low class movie theatres service but high class movie viewing experience.


Mingyao's super long hair.


Qiggy's ugly braces!! WAHAHAHA!!


48324832478 reasons why i should never wear specs. -_-
I'm ending this post Priscilla-style © - (i even gave you copyrights okay?!)
Joab signs off. Sorry for the boomz post. You know you won't like it when your computer died on you. -_-

Tell me you didn't cry.

One thing that i've always admired about myself is my ability to reflect upon the way i live my life ever so frequently. It can actually be a good or bad thing, but since i've always benefitted loads from these little self-reflections, i think they are good someway or another. Some may say i'm just too critical with the way i want to live my life, while others have also told me that some of the things that i do in life is actually no big deal to others.

For example, i do like to leave my things around the house, (but i'll always find them anyway because i'm not an untidy person) but when certain parts of the house (for eg, my study table) gets too messy or dirty, i'll never fail to take the self initiative to clean up on my own. I always believe that when you're appreciative of what little that you have, you tend to treasure the things you own so much more. The grass is always greener on the other side and one will always whine/groan about the mundane life that they're going through everyday. But is your life really that bad? Are you living such horrendous, pathetic and pitiful life such that your life story can be filmed into a 50 episode Hong Kong drama tragedy? I think not. Bringing Ms Celest's famous example of a burger and the african kid (something in that context) - i may not like a cheeseburger because it has only one piece of cheese or has vegetables in it. Imagine not eating the burger just because you don't like the taste, when probably 80% of the african kids in the world haven't even got chance to taste a Macdonalds Burger before?! Maybe it's high time to do some reflections?

Going back to topic, did i mention i love my daily evening/night runs? Just blasting countless worship songs and running non-stop. Everyday, i'll make sure i take a different route and if i'm not wrong, i may have just explored the whole Yishun/Khatib/Sembawang area over the past month. The runs helped me kept my mind in tune and focus on God, as i ran continuously and reflected my life with God and had my daily conversations with Him. After each run, i never fail to feel more refreshed and healthier at the same time too. Although these runs did made my already injured foot much more sore than before, but since my podiatrist told me that as long as i do it slow and at a relaxing pace, my condition will not worsen.. and it's good for the foot as well, thus i think everything should be alright. And jogging at a slow pace is the best way to burn fats as well! Ain't this awesome?! :D

But my point is, each day when i run a different route, it's just somehow like the routes/ways that we will often choose to take at different courses of our lives. I remembered jogging into Sembawang Canal at 9.30pm that day, a 2.8km track extending into an isolated forest and leading to Sembawang Beach. It was probably the scariest place to be at, since there was no one around and it was the seventh month at well. But i chose to have faith and went on anyway, although i knew deep down i was scared and afriad like hell to jog alone at night on this isolated ground. But i made it through anyway and sometimes in life it's always just like that, you will always need to have faith and start believing in yourself before you can realise your full potential and talent. Since i believed that i want to live my life right by maintaining a healthy lifestyle, i was determined to stick to my schedule and focused on my goal and continued running to where my heart leads me anyway, rather than letting the external things affect my way of life and thinking as well.

And i'm also known for being late for many occasions as well. Especially now that i have to report to camp at 7.45am everyday and although no one really cares what time i report to camp as long as i show my face before 8.30am, i was pretty upset when i continuously reported only at around 8.15am - 8.30am for the past one month. I guessed i grew sick and tired of being late always and decided that i wanted to do something about it since i also want to go to camp early to start clearing some work. And i'm glad that for the past 2 weeks i've kept my own motivation record clean by reporting to camp at least before 8am everyday. A feat that i probably would not have achieved without the deepest desire and motivation to succeed. Guys, next time i'm late.. please do tell me off. :D But this does not apply to yangyang or yanyan, thanks. :)

I think it is really important to walk the talk. I've seen so many people in the 19 years of my life who told me loads of bull that they want/need/going to do and that they're determined to be disciplined and carry out the course of actions that they've planned for themselves. 50% of these examples resulted in epic failure cases, of course. I'm not exactly saying that they are no blank cheques in my life and that i'm forever a determined individual who carries out everything i say i want to do. I do at times, belong to the group of 50% of epic failures as well, when i just simply get too lazy to simply care about what i've said before. Like whatever.

But don't forget that there will always be results to the goals that you've set upon for yourself and people normally judge you based on these impressions. If you say you want to slim down, you better lose some weight. If you say you want to use less internet, you better don't appear 24/7 on MSN. It's as simple as that. To determine whether you've simply improved after a self reflection in life, results simply speaks best for itself afterall. Good results will simply generate positive response while at the same time, bad results will say and show how much effort you've actually put in for the goals/aims you've made. So my advice is, if you've said you wanna do something, make sure you do it or bare the consequences!

Preach whatever you say or walk the talk, or your credibility as a person will actually be pretty more or less doubted.

I went to NTUC just now and shopped for my own groceries. It was until then when i realized that i'm forever eating the same thing and that my taste hardly changes after all these years. The same cup noodles flavours, the same drinks, the same tidbits.. only once in a while i'll get attracted by the packaging of something new and purchase it just for fun to test it out. And if i like it.. i'll probably continue buying it for the rest of my life. Lol!

Oh yea, i also cleared out my cabinet just now.. of all the clothes i wanna throw away and all the clothes that i'm probably still wearing. It is then i realized that i'm in need of more clothes! But i'm also damn happy as well, throwing away all those XXL and XL shirts because they're too big for me now! Whooohooo! Damn happy can? I'm now wearing M/L shirts size and who needs XL shirts now?! :D (Okay choy, later i grow fat again) But anyway, i need to get some shopping done soon. I need to get a new camera handphone with at least 5 megapixels camera and easy for browsing the internet (N97!!), one or two new pairs of shoes for leisure wear, at least 3 to 5 pieces of top and maybe a new pair of bottom shorts. Who wants to go shopping with me? :DDD

Anyway, went to Wild Wild Wet and Escape yesterday for Celest's birthday celebration. Quite surprising that there were hardly any people at WWW, but was pretty turned off by Escape and totally surprised that such a lousy place also got people want to go sia. I think Escape is totally epic failure now. Can you believe that ever since Alpha 8 was down due to an accident, Rainbow has been closed down as well. Then yesterday when i went, Revolution was gone and the Inverter was down, like going to kenna get remove like that. Damn sad and pathetic can. And the most exciting ride in Escape became the Viking Ship and Wet and Wild, which most probably wouldn't go on Wet and Wild because you'll be like totally soaked after it. Thus, i went on the Viking Ship for 5 times. -_- Escape became more like a kiddy playground than a theme park now, with all the replacements for the exciting rides coming in specially meant for kids.. those Zorb Balls floating on water thingy, little race cars, aeroplane ride, Superman, Choo Choo Train.. okay, enough said. My word of advice, don't bother going Escape anymore. Just spend your money go eat Buffet even more worth it. -_-


Totally laughing at jezzie's jokes while in Macs waiting for King ZY to arrive.


Me being an irritant. (=


Our hospital-like twin entrance band for Escape & WWW.


Group photo @ WWW!


After WWW~


At Just Acia for lunch~


Group photo @ Escape


Waiting for Go-Kart..


On viking #1 time


On viking after countless times. We were so sian that we started shouting bakzhang, bakbak, bakhu, bakuteh, chang e, houyi and yuebing for fun at every interval when the ship goes down. Lame.


ATTACK!


Our tan lines.. :)
Okay, after barely having enough rest. Woke up super early this morning because today is the last weekend for the Swensens 1 for 1 ice-cream buffet @ Orchard Ion and Ms Yanyan insist on going there for a buffet spree. We arrived there, and couldn't find Swensens. I believe the Swensens management could have told us that the entrance to the restaurant is from the MRT, instead of inside Orchard Ion. Totally bei pian de gan jue can? Yanyan and I were like 2 idiots like never eat before ice cream like that, trying to find Swensens so that we can have our buffet. So desperate. LOL! Anyway, i think the buffet is worth it lah, for $11 since it's 1 for 1.. but if it's $21, i think i won't go ever again unless i'm craving for ice cream or have nothing better to do.

Seriously leh, after all the ice cream, yangyang and i had the same sentiments. We just felt like going to a food centre and get a bowl of Ban Mee to eat because you will get very sick of all the sweet stuff after awhile. And i was really abused today as well. Stupid yanyan came up with a dare for hannie, told him that if he eats 5 scoops of Durain Ice Cream, he'll treat him to the buffet. Like totalleh lah, hannie really believe and go eat 5 scoops of Durain Ice Cream even though he hated Durain so much. And poor me, sitting next to him, had to endure the Durain smell and i got so grossed out by it after awhile and went to the toilet to vomit out almost everything i've eaten. Okay, gross. -_- But the main point is, if anyone ever dares mention Durain Ice Cream in my presence again, i'll totally slap you can?!?! Don't say i never won't you ah!

I think i really like fruit flavours/gelato flavours ice cream. Cannot stand chocolate and ice cream which contains like alot of Milk. Something like Chenddol flavour, eww. And the pies, fondue, waffles, pancakes and assortments there were BOOMZ and had alot of fun making my own specialty desserts! :D

And finally, after all the eating.. it's time for me to go for a jog later. -_- So much so for Swensens Ice Cream Buffet. Pfffft.

心里的毛病又发作了。这种打自心底的毛病，病状就像艾滋病一样。我可以像是个很平凡和普通的一个人，但我人生背后所隐藏的黑暗，是无人能看穿的。你不会知道一个人是否患有艾滋病，就如你也永远不会知道我内心的黑暗。

我不断地在挣扎，也不知道自己要的到底是什么。我只知道心病的复发，就如一个艾滋病病患当初如何染上艾滋病的原理一样。一切都归咎于冲动和自我抛弃。一旦染上了这种其实不简单，却又很平凡的心病，真的是很难找到药来医治。这是一种超越了医学界所研发的药物所能医治的心病。这种心病就叫做内疚与愧疚。

内疚，内疚在自己为何是这样的一个人。愧疚，愧疚在对家人，朋友和爱我的人所做出的极大伤害。其实，我也渴望着与一般人一样，过着平平凡凡的生活，经历着人生生老病死的全部过程。但我就是与众不同。我也很想知道，为什么全世界几十亿人口，为何就得偏偏是我。

我依然迷失着方向，不停地在原地打绕，依旧地在努力拼命追随，找回自己。但我也已渐渐开始不知道我到底又是怎样的一个人。我就是我吗？或者是其实，我已不知不觉地开始变成了另一个人，不再是从前的我。